27~
so now Yokoo is the same age as me (again lol). I have too many feelings because of this day, maybe I can put it in the right words now?
This feelings is always changing - it became deeper and deeper every single day. I do not want to flail over him any more talk about him, I just wanna see him - his smile, his sadness, wanna hear his words - his happiness, his pain. everything about him makes me happy and motivate me to live my own life, to do my best, to be better person as I was before knowing him. this feelings makes me feel comfortable, warm and safe, it’s not pain anymore. I will always be thankful to him for last year when he saved my life. always grateful for every wonderful fellows I’ve met because of him.
I do not want to post anything, I’ll rewatch Gineiden today and tomorrow and again and again just adore how wonderful he is. to know him, to love him - this is my treasure.
Happy birthday, my precious boy. be happy ♥
